| |* Stare at the ugly scares
They'll never go away.
Stare back *|
|*Mood*LOST & CONFUSEDXX:XX*|
|*Song*The SongDD::DD*|
|*Lyrics*It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want*|
|*Thought*I have so much to say, I wonder if anyone would listen to it?*|
|*Quote*Foward seems like forever when ever is hand over hand over hand*|
|*To you:
You ...
Just YOU. *|
|**six days went by
trying to forget her face
it was you and i
we were too young for these games
and all the pictures that i kept
and all the things i should have said
it was you and i
but mostly me
lost in you
and i can't find myself again
lost in you
and i cant find myself again
six weeks when by
still pretending that im fine
it was you and i
holding back whats on our minds
and all the things i should have said
and all the letters left unsent
it was you and i
but mostly me
six months went by
i almost forgot your face
till they played that song tonight
the one we used to hate**|
|*I've forgotten so much in such a short amount of time
Were we always like this?
Were you always like this?
Have I just never noticed before?
Or have I noticed too much?
I've forgotten us
And what its like when your around
I've forgotten everything
I've forgotten you
And thats everything.*|
|*To Ashley:
TO US!!!!!!*|
|**Here I am on the phone again and...
Awkward silence is on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now all I feel
Is the pain of the fighting starting up again
All the things we talk about you know they stay on my mind, on
my mind
All the things we laugh about will bring us through it every
time,
After time, after time
Dont say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please dont walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Some say that time changes, best friends can become strangers
But I dont want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we can make it through
Now Im wondering if they ever change
When will you laugh again, laugh like you did back when
Wed make noise til 3:00 am
And the neighbors would complain
All the things we talk about you know they stay on my mind, on
my mind
All the things we laugh about will bring us through it every
time,
After time, after time
Dont say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please dont walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Im falling, Im falling, Im falling down
Im falling, Im falling, Im falling down
Down...down...down
Dont say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please dont walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Dont say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please dont walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything**|
|*We sat upon the roof
The sun sinking slowly behind us
And we knew what we must do
We must treasure this day
The offical last day of summer.
It was all about the marker
And the letters it was forming
Soon it was about the words
Then it was about the water.
And finally it was about
The toast.
When it comes to something
As simple as a toast
It seems to take hours
Because we must mention everything
Everything that has meaning to us.
It started out simple
To friendship, to summer.
To me, to you
To pink & purple, blue & green
To Yellow & Red, The rainbow we create
To the sunshine and un-broken promises
To Donnie & Frank, Hannah Julie
To Forever & And A Day
To never ending
To love and sisters
To the sky and the ground
To air and flying
To the clouds, roses, sunflowers
It seemed for a moment
That the this would last forever
Just nameing everything
Because it all had meaning
Then we knew
The toast we would have ...
We raised our glasses And said
To a never-ending toast.
What starts out simple
Never ends as simply*|
|**TAKE ME AWAY TO PARADISE**|
{Insert Beautiful Ocean Picture Here. Imagination People. Imagination}
|*|Readers|*|
|* Theres alot I could say. Alot has happend. Feelings have been changes and scars have been formed. Im not sure where to start so perhaps I'll just tell you a bit about all the "important people" in my life. The new Important People*|
*Megan - She is my best friend from SHS. She sat with me when no one else would and shes still the here even though this week has been .. well .. how its been. Shes out-going and somewhat insane. Reminds me of Ashley in a way. Shes .. well .. awesome. Hehe..Best friend means what Best friend means.*
*Cassie - The worst match-maker ever! Kidding. Shes kewl, Even though shes like forceing me to go to Homecomeing with Nate/Anthony/Jason/Jake/Alex. Exactly. Shes got me going with Five guys. Shes says at least it means I get alot of action. Ha.Ha.Ha. (Like I'd give them any. OO : OO ) She reminds me of Stephanie when Stephanie was Stephany. Anyway shes kewl. Not someone I'd bring home to Big Brother though. (Shed sleep with him .. KIDDING .. XX : XX I l-u-v her.)*
*Kevon - Hes my cookie machine. No but he did bring me cookies. (awww oO : Oo) Hes from Old School Number Three. One of Alvins buddies. Aweeeeeesomes. Hes in my 1st Block and hes cool with a capital K.*
*Alexander Joshua - My new fixtation. My man-whore. He brings me Happiness and and ... hehehehe .. COOKIES!!! I stoled his Peaches. *giggles hysterically* HIS MIDDLE NAME IS JOSHUA!!!! Hehehehehe ... Happiness he broings me. xD : Dx Ehehe. Yay I love him. Deeply. Passionately. SenSuaLy. *
*Joshua Alexander - EE.HE.HE.EE Josh. Hes awesome. He doesnt talk much and sometimes, if you look carefully you can see him fade away. Its very sad but I love him ... ^^ If I could finf you now things would get better ... ^^ OO : OO Sad... With a capital S *
*Anthony, Nate. Matt. April, Jamie, Jamie2, Colleeeeeeeen & The Rest Of The S Squad - AWESOME AWESOME people. Very awesome. *nods* They are C-O-O-L!!! DUDESSS!!*
*Jared & Troy & My 3rd Block - I LOVVVE THEM ALL!! Ehehe.. heheheh*
* Schools good and bad. Rumors of course scar me forever but the friendships I've made .. Are awesome. I really do care for all of them a great deal and Im happy I've met them. (My balogna has a first name its H-o-m-e-r .. ^v :: v^) Not much to say really ... Umm .. I guess my friendships from last year are gone. All but me and Ashley. Its all my fault really... I just dont know.*
*Im thinking of createing a new Site. Its a new chapter of my life and I think I need a new site. I'll think about it though ... Im not all too sure. zZz : zZz My er, week has been hellish. Rumors going around of course .. About me .. Im a whore. Yes, All because I slept with this guy in the middle of the hallway. XX : XX Not kewl dudes. Not kewl at all. (I didnt!) But whatever. Let them think that. I DONT CARE.*
*Anyway Im at Jenalles so Im gonna go. She wants on and I dont want to update anymore. (( : (( I'll update as soon as I have a spare minute .. I LOVE YOU.*
|*|Courtney Alicia Peaches|*| | 
